Saturday, February 10, 2007

In which I have a dream,....and it is scary.

I hate it when people talk about dreams they've had, mainly it's just that I don't like being told a bad story. So, I try not to tell other people about mine unless they are particularly amusing.

I've just realized that the sentences I've just typed out expose some irritating character flaws.... I need to work on that. Anyway, so yea... dreams, are kind of...freaky? Sometimes. I should probably first say that I've been around guns since I was a little girl, but I've never really been comfortable around them, which is pretty odd because I've been hunting before and like, shot things and it was sort of OK when it was happening but something I don't really like talking about because the pheasants still kind of haunt me. SO, last night I had three dreams in a row about guns. First, the girl from Scrubs was checking my vitals at the hospital from the show and someone came in with a gun, shot someone else and ran away. He left the gun though. In the next dream it was Christmas and I was hanging out with Judy Garland and my family and we found a gun on the floor. The last one was the scariest. I was at a gas station with Caro and we were standing outside when a man with his hand in his coat walked up, pulled out a gun and pointed it across the parking lot. I walked behind him trying to act casually, like I didn't notice (yea, apparently the dream version of me is a dumb ass) and when he pulled the trigger I felt like I had just fired a shotgun....you know, that weird kick back thing? I kept walking and hid behind a van but was horrified to realize that I had totally left Caro out in the middle of the lot! EEEEEEEEE! Luckily, she was safe. ANYWAY, the guy ran away and left the gun and Caro picked it up and was waving it around and then my mom showed up and it was just freakin' weird and not at all fun and I woke up all anxiety ridden and I wanted to call Caro but it was 4 a.m. I totally forgot that she is Miss. Party Woman 2007 and would probably be up and dancing on tables. I looked up "gun" on Dream Dictionary and it said this....


Gun
Violence. Aggression. Threat. Danger ahead.

Grrreeeeeaaaaatttt. Just fabulous.

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